The External

An extra pair of eyes inside my head
computing everything you do
watchful like a deer behind the brush
calculating every single move

You cannot see them staring
Their whispers will never reach your ears
Carefully, be very careful of their conversation
It is colored by your fear

Constantly they are planning
Painting a thought elaborately
Communicating silently
They create a strategy

Some might call it intuition
Others call it bureaucracy
But the fear that drips across my eyes
calls it self fulfilling prophecy



Respite

The air that I'm breathing
is light, it escapes me
I feel my heart beating
Finally it breaks me

My blood is boiling
Heat on my cheeks
My mind is recoiling
As my heart shrieks

Words, they are warring
Like lightening
Tears, they are pouring
Enlightening

A rush of fever leaving
My feelings are fleeting
Forgiveness comes easy
It silences the screaming